Sunday, March 1, 2015
Social awareness and dating
I would like to do new things and meet new people. I have tried dating websites but dating doesn't interest me. I like men and I like to meet men, but I am not sure if I have an interest in any one man in particular. I do need to go out more though. I am sure there is this one guy that is out there for me. I have been self-conscious of my appearance for a long time that I am not sure if I will ever find the right one. I have lived with fantasies, crushes, and obsessions. I am now at an age where it is past time for me to settle down and have a family of my own. I don't just want a guy that is breathing. I like men who are honest, straightforward, blunt, and considerate. He is also smart and charming but not too charming. He must also be open-minded yet conservative at the same time. He has to have a sense of humor and hygiene is very important. What am I doing? I am not interested in meeting a man just yet, but my biological clock is ticking however. In order for me to date, I need a social life. I need to get myself together. I am a woman who probably comes with a lot of baggage like the issues I present on this blog. I am also a woman who is socially awkward which would be a minus on the dating scene. I am just not ready for dating for those reasons alone. I have tried that, but I am just not ready. I would like to be however.