Tuesday, March 3, 2015
Being scrupulous is not easy.
Being scrupulous is not easy. You constantly question your salvation. That is what happens to me. I feel so much better but I worry constantly that I am not truly saved. It has been this way in the past couple of weeks as of recently. I prayed to ask Jesus over and over and over again that I have lost count. I believe that I am saved. I know that I am saved. I have my doubts that I am saved. It is because of being scrupulous. Would an unsaved person have that issue? I doubt it, so I guess I have nothing to worry about. There are times when I am not sure if I am saved or lost. It is scary. It is the scariest thought to have. I am just saying that being scrupulous keeps me on my toes but at the same time it makes me question things. I have had this issue for years and now I am having a hard time getting over that. I am saved by faith but I wish I have told my counselor about this. Maybe next week.