Wednesday, March 25, 2015
Does it matter?
Sometimes I don't think that what I try to look for matters. I have always hated uncertainty. I am beginning to slowly appreciate uncertainty. In life I tend to get certain about a lot of things but they don't bother me. When it comes to issues of infidelity and fiction, why does it matter? It no longer matters why I have those thoughts. Trying to make the uncertain certain is a waste of time and energy. Doing compulsions are also a waste of time and energy. Maybe that is one of the answers to dealing with and stopping some of the compulsions that I have. I am reminded that sometimes, it no longer matters.