Monday, March 30, 2015
A day of "emotions"
I have been depressed today. As a person who admittedly engages in occasional gluttony, not eating much is not a bad thing, unless one is depressed. It has not been an easy day today. Being depressed is no joke. There is nothing cool or funny about depression. I was feeling worse than bummed. I didn't want to kill myself. I just couldn't take it anymore. No amount of music, or preaching could have lifted me up. Thank God. I thank God for allowing me to tell Him the truth. My depression lifted and now I feel so much better. I am okay now but I still have issues that are in the back of my mind. Those issues keep gnawing at me. Maybe I should just let it go.