Monday, March 30, 2015

A day of "emotions"

I have been depressed today.  As a person who admittedly engages in occasional gluttony, not eating much is not a bad thing, unless one is depressed.  It has not been an easy day today.  Being depressed is no joke.  There is nothing cool or funny about depression.  I was feeling worse than bummed.  I didn't want to kill myself.  I just couldn't take it anymore.  No amount of music, or preaching could have lifted me up.  Thank God.  I thank God for allowing me to tell Him the truth.  My depression lifted and now I feel so much better.  I am okay now but I still have issues that are in the back of my mind.  Those issues keep gnawing at me.  Maybe I should just let it go.
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