Thursday, March 26, 2015
My reflection for today
Right now the only thing that matters is a working computer. It has been slow lately. Slow speed is frustrating. I was frustrated and have been for a while now. It was working well earlier this week. Something is wrong with the line. Hopefully things will change soon. I look forward to when things improve, ie, faster speed. Also, what matters is that I am listening to music. I guess music does indeed soothe the savage beast, meaning the savage beast of anxiety. My arms were tingling and I have been having sleep disturbances lately. It has been like that for the past few days. I hope to never have those again. Prayer and finally being honest helps. It felt good to talk to someone about anxiety and mood issues. It is as if a weight has been taken off. I often wonder in the back of my mind if the thought comes back. Maybe I should not pay attention to the back of my mind.