Wednesday, March 4, 2015
I am worried
Worry is the state I am in now. Right now I have this fear of going to Hell. I have done wrong and I believe that I am still doing wrong. I believe that my conscience is telling me to change things. I have tried to change things in the past, but I asked for God's forgiveness. I am to seek God and His Kingdom first and all of these things shall be added unto me. I know that I am not supposed to worry, but I am being honest. I am worried that I am not saved and going to Hell and have my part in the Lake of Fire. I am just tired. I want to please God, but I can't when I am lacking in faith. This is one of those moments when I wish I had the courage to do the right thing. I hate what I did and I wish I have never done those things. I am sorry for what I have done and I wish to make things right and I guess that is all I can do.