Friday, March 6, 2015
I have a natural high.
I have prayed to receive Jesus as Lord and Savior. I still have doubts about my salvation. The Bible says the Lord is my Light and my Salvation, whom shall I fear. I fear the Lord, both good and bad. I am doing better mentally but I am in a high state. I am on a natural high. I don't like the doubts that I have. They are scary and I have a hard time not believing them. I don't feel like I am a good person. I have had OCD for years and right now I know it has gotten easier. The infidelity thoughts are largely gone but the compulsive thoughts remain. I need to talk to someone about it. It is a fight but sometimes I have to let the thoughts pass. It is not easy to let the thoughts pass but at least the thoughts are weakening.