Saturday, February 28, 2015
Time to do something new and different
I am doing well in my life I think. I think that despite all that I write I am grateful for much. I have much and I am for the most part able minded and able bodied. Right now, I feel like something is missing. I don't do a whole lot and I don't go out much. I have been trying to "find myself" for many years. I have my likes and my dislikes of course which I have discussed. I also have my plans. I would like to go back to school and major in mathematics or become a teacher. I have some teaching experience as a substitute teacher but that is so long ago. However, I wonder if that is what is in store for me . I have asked God why I am here but I have no idea what His will for my life is. Not only was I a substitute teacher but I also worked at a restaurant. I do love to cook, so does that mean I should be a chef? Maybe. I have thought about becoming a chef before. Maybe I should try that. However, just because I watch Ming Tsai on TV doesn't mean that I will be a chef in ten months. Ming Tsai has years of experience and education under his belt. That is why he is on TV. I have few friends so I need some connections and a support system. I need to do more in the course of a day than do the same things over and over and over again. I would like to start life over again. Maybe I can learn a new skill like crocheting or building a house. I feel more energized today than I have felt in a long time.