I have a compulsion problem that I need to address. The risks to having live the same day over and over is not only boredom but an endless pool of compulsions and obsessions. I need to change, and change only for me. I want to change. I have a desire to change because of the risks involved to my health and psyche.
Celebrity compulsion and worship doesn't do me any good. I realize that it no longer matters who the celebrity subject is. What matters is that I am obsessed and that I have a compulsion to look at pictures or videos.
I like to hear the sounds of their voices and read gossip about them. It took me a while to realize that I have an issue with celebrities and just being a fan or admiring their work will no longer just cut it for me. I can write all of the articles about them but if I don't change, it will only make change harder. I also realize that it is a spiritual thing where I spend more time on my obsession and compulsions more so than I do my relationship with God. For that reason alone, I need to change.