Monday, July 7, 2014
Reflections of last night
Last night, I prayed to my heart's content, and then I messed up. Wow. I don't feel so good about that. I have made bad choices at times but I do feel guilty about that one. I feel like a total hypocrite especially with this particular sin. I remember having this issue when I was a child. I find myself fascinated by this particular issue and its specifics. I had no idea that it would be as bad as it was last night. I find myself hating what I did and trying to shield myself lately. I am supposed to abstain from the appearance of all evil and last night, I failed. I am not happy with myself about that.