Wednesday, July 30, 2014
Reflecting on having OCD
Today has been a pretty good day. There really isn't much to say. Lately I have been putting up videos and I feel like I have nothing to add. This is the case even though I do other things. I do have strong opinions and maybe that is why I have OCD thoughts about many topics including infidelity. My anxiety at times reaches a boiling point like it did this past weekend. I sometimes have thoughts about petty things, but one thing is for sure: this too shall pass. I am not strong enough to watch a TV show or a movie where infidelity could be a theme. It has always been like this. I would walk away when something bothers me. I would have difficulty facing my fears. I have been having these thoughts since November but the anxiety wasn't as bad as it became a month later. I have had trouble coping with these thoughts for a long time and I am now doing better but it took long enough. I just wish that I could face my fears. How to do that, I am not sure.