As I read my blogs, I am still concerned as to what a musing is. Have I contemplated enough? Have I contemplated at all? I have had thoughts about money, writing, and other subjects. Yet I seem to go the same routes. What does this all mean? Does it mean that I am living in a circle? Is it a vicious cycle?
That sounds like my life, doesn't it. Maybe I am just going on and on and on. I just feel like I am going insane sometimes because I don't have the right this and the right that. I guess it is the obsessive nature in me. I have to have to do everything right so that all is right with the world.
I am only exposing myself to You because that is all I have: myself and my relationship with God. My life seems to be full of vanities. But even my vanities make me what I am today. All is vanity I say. The Preacher was right.