There isn't more that I can say about Mickey Rourke. The truth is, it is an obsession that I can't seem to let go of. I have had this issue with obsessions for a long time. I hope that things get better. Things seem to get worse before they get better. It is only a matter of time before it is all over. Right now, it is weakening. What can I do to make obsession weaken even further? I can stop going to do searches, that is how. I do searches and "like" pics of Mickey Rourke. Should I tell my mother about it? It would seem embarassing, but she knows about my OCD, so I guess it wouldn't be all that bad. I am reflecting on having OCD and I do wonder if it was God's way of my getting closer to Him. Could it be? I wonder about that. Could it be demonic? Could it be one that exposes some deep-seated issues? Maybe that is what I need to find out.