I had a good day today. I admit that I cheated on my diet today and it was a major cheat at that. I sincerely don't like to eat too much however. Cheating is not something I take lightly regardless of a spouse, a diet, or a test. Cheating is wrong, period.
I had a revelation yesterday about my obsessive thoughts concerning infidelity. It has made my thoughts even more manageable than before. They were annoying but now I realize that I obsess over one-sided stories. I know very few people who have cheated, or rather none who cheated. I know no one who cheated like that but I have read and heard stories.
I realize that I had no room to judge due to reading or hearing one side of a story. That is silly. I don't know these people. I have never cheated nor have I been cheated on. All of us will have to take an account of our lives, and so do I. I wonder what God will have to say about my thoughts. Are they sins? I don't know, but God does pay attention to our thoughts.
What we think says much about who we are as people, not just what we do or say. I wonder what my thoughts truly say about me. My thoughts are not as much about me as it is the state of the world. Or is it? That is a good question I wonder.