I could not print out what I wished to print out, so I created a blog of what I wish to have printed out.
Yesterday and today were good days. I just love Christmas. It is my favorite holiday. I admit that I seem to be skipping over Thanksgiving, but that is not the case. I found myself being frustrated all the way around.
I have found myself gaining weight over the frustration about losing weight. How ironic is that? It seems as if life is filled with ironies, including mine. I want to really lose weight. I need, want, and desire to lose weight and be healthy.
There is so much possibility in this world. There is nothing like reality to cope with fantasy. I lived in a fantasy world for so long, I didn't realize how sheltered I have been. I needed a wake up call. And this week and up to today, I had a time of wake up calls.
It is about frustration becoming an obsession almost. It could have easily destroyed what I have worked for when it came to my weight. Frustration is something that one should not have to deal with. It is serious and I am serious. Being too frustrated has not been kind to me and I doubt it will be kind to anyone else.