Temptation is such a sexy word. However, temptation is not sexy. As a matter of fact, it can be hard. I am one of those people who are addicted to giving in to my obsessive thoughts. I feel better and my questions are answered, but at what price? I end up feeling guilty for giving in to temptation.
Obsessive thoughts are about mulling over a thought that one cannot control. It is a cycle that can be vicious. It is up to me to stop this cycle. With medication temptation has been easier to deal with. I am doing better since I feel that writing is cathartic for me. It exposes me and those who read this how I really feel about a situation and it helps me to know what I can do.
I have done so with my weight, my health, and now with temptation. I feel like not giving in. In the grand scheme of things, it no longer matters. I can break the cycle. It will be hard to do, but trying and succeeding are well worth the effort.
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