I am happy today. I am contemplating about my life. I am just happy that all is well. I am fearful of a lot of things. However, I feel that it was something that I could overcome. I have allowed fear to dominate my life. I have OCD and fear and anxiety are part of the equation. I also have doubt and uncertainty in my life. There are things that I wanted to write today that I simply forgot. I am being truthful about this which is what I need. I need to be less fearful and more truthful to God, myself, and others. I sometimes lie because I am afraid. I am afraid that something bad would happen. Today I believe strongly that I have been forgiven. I forgive myself for lying to all. It is time that I would unleash.