Wednesday, January 15, 2014
I admit it. I believe that I have a perfectionist complex. I have allowed others to determine how I should live. That is why I care so much for what others think. I realize that planning to succeed involves not caring what others think. It also involves planning to overcome this perfectionist complex that I have. I cared so much not just because I wanted others to like me, but because I wanted to do well. I have set the bar to high for myself. I also set the bar too low for myself because of a lack of confidence. I have to learn to set more realistic goals so that I can succeed. I am a fallible human being and I cannot recall a perfect, flawless day. Some days are better than others. These past few weeks have been good but I have not been perfect any of those days as I recall. I don't want to set the bar too low because of my mistakes. How to do that also involves planning.