Friday, January 8, 2016

I'm so tired

Right now, I just don't feel like it.  That is not a good feeling to have.  I am not proud of having those feelings but I am down and I am feeling down.  I have been suffering from back pain and I wish I could just get over it.  I have a degenerative disc condition.  It is time for me to lose weight.  I am scared.  Putting things into action is in itself scary.  However, with fear comes rewards.  I cannot believe I just wrote that.  Maybe it is a godly fear I am referring to.  I hope that it is.  Right now I don't feel that I have a godly fear but a real fear of failure.  I would like to overcome it, and that is for sure.
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