Friday, July 31, 2015
OCD and learning a language
I have had so many dreams for myself. I prayed about those dreams. It seems as if reality gets in the way of things. In my dreams, I am a student who has traveled the world, particularly in Brazil. The reason why Brazil is scary is the wildlife. It was raining spiders at one point. Yikes. That was when I stopped wanting to go, much less wanting to learn Portuguese. However, I still want to learn a foreign language like Spanish. Yesterday, I was watching a telenovela from Mexico and it took me back a few years. I don't know why, but I recall that has happened. I forgot. I was impatient and suffered from obsessive compulsive disorder. The obsessive thoughts it seems, could have ruined my life but also me. It hasn't but it hasn't been easy. Now I think it is time for me to learn Spanish and maybe another language. My goal is to learn Spanish and become a polyglot. I wish that I had that skill.