I am doing better today. It is strange what I have. But then again, what I have is not that uncommon. It is as if mentally I was all over the place. I am just writing this because that is mainly how I spend my days. Ruminating and fighting to stay as "sane" as possible is what I spend my days doing. Of course, doing blogs are a good thing, too. Having a mental illness can be a struggle on some days even more so than others. I realize that if one were to read my blogs I would sound like a broken record. I need to get out more. I feel trapped in my mind at times because of my issues. I think it is time I just take at least a few minutes to myself. Just me. Do a little inventory. Painful as that is, it may be what I need to do right now.