Saturday, May 16, 2015
Too much pressure in my life....simplicity
I cannot believe that I have allowed my life to become something that has become filled with stress and pressure. I know that all of us go through the ups and downs of life. However, it seems like I have dealt a with a life that is nothing but the results of stress and pressure. I just cannot take it. I learned that the only person I can be is myself. The rest doesn't matter anymore. I believe that the obsessive thoughts have produced a pressure that can be debilitating. I have realized that with the fact that I have compulsions and obsessions that won't go away. Maybe it means that I need to go outside the box in that regard. What is so simple about life? Maybe that is the issue. I have become isolated from the world. That is the problem. I need to learn to do things for myself and God of course. Right now I am listening to a song that I am really beginning to understand. Very few songs have touched my heart like this one. I feel alone sometimes. Do I have a support system that can give me strength? I realize that I need that support system. Maybe I have that support system right under my nose. Maybe there is some simplicity and something stress-free in the world after all.