Tuesday, May 19, 2015
Still going outside the box
I have been doing outlines lately which could be of help as to how I live my life. I want need because I need help. Things have been rough for me because of what has held me back. I wonder what has held me back. No one has held me back more so than me. I don't know what to do or how to change things. It has been difficult to change. Maybe I need to relax. Maybe that is the problem. There are too many maybe's and not enough certainties. I realize that I also need to spend time wisely. Where do I begin? Do I begin to read the Bible more? Do I need to relax more? Do I need to study more? What are things that I need and like to do? Those are things that I have rarely considered. I would think with who and what I am, I would think that going outside the box would be easy but it hasn't been. I need to be and I am accountable for my actions and rather, my lack of actions. I could say now is the time to begin, but I have no clue.