Thursday, May 14, 2015
A change of present and hopefully future plans
I need to be more creative. I have been stuck in the same routines for many years. I want to do something new and different. I have tried that, but I have often failed. I tried and wanted to, own a business. I was hoping to make plans for a new cable network, but where would the funding be? Then there are the investors, the advertisers, and the programming. The problem with that one is that I had none of those. Those things did not work. I have not worried about those things since, yet I am still the same person who has fallen behind. I have come a long way, yet I have not been thankful. I have not been thankful enough. All of my feelings have been based on what I and what the rest of the world would consider a lack of accomplishments. I feel as if in the last decade, I have had nothing to show for it. I am not a person who has succeeded in business, nor have I just moved on with my life. I had hopes and dreams but they have never materialized or I have never pursued them. Maybe it is time to start. Does life really begin at 40?