Sunday, January 18, 2015
Why is everything a catrastophe?
Why does everything seem so important to me? Right now, I wish I didn't have this mindset. Maybe that is why I have a headache. My low self-esteem is causing me stress. I realize that if I didn't have that much stress then I wouldn't be nearly as frustrated. I am feeling okay and my health is improving (otherwise). It is as if I have been so sheltered that I only know one thing ; what is going on with me? I have no real clue as to what is really going on in the world. I am afraid always. I have issues that I have to deal with. I am scare that all of these problems will never end. Right now I feel so alone. Why do I care more about what I watch or read more than more realistic and important things? Why do I view my entertainment as important and almost nothing else? I admit that I have gotten myself too caught up in the things of the world.