Down yet hopeful

I am feeling so much better yet I cannot pinpoint what else is really wrong with me.  Okay, I can but it is about a number of things.  Yes, I got hurt and I was vulnerable.  There is a lot wrong here.  I wish I could verbalize it.  There is nothing more headache-inducing than feeling powerless to do anything about a situation.  It is quite depressing.  But I am hopeful as I will okay, I guess.