Light bulb moments

Today was a day of having light bulb moments.  I asked for the Lord to use me for I am a blank canvas.  It is true that I am a blank slate but I still have issues.  I would like to go out more.  I would like to attend church more.  I would like to have a personal trainer.  I would like to accomplish or do all of those things.  What goals do I have in my life?  To tell You the truth, being isolated isn't always so bad.  However, I realize that going out more means no longer being isolated and finally coming out of my shell.  That is kind of a scary thing.