Saturday, December 21, 2013
Doubting and hopefully no wrath
Yesterday I was blank. Today I am doubtful. It is quite painful to have doubts. One minute you are full of faith. The next minute, all doesn't seem right with the world. That is how I felt today. I am questioning myself and doubting God. There are things that I need but maybe I am focusing on the wrong things. I am here to write that doubt is close to unbelief. Unbelief should have no place in a believer's or anyone's life. Maybe it is a good thing that I have doubt, but at least there is a small measure of faith there. I just don't know how to express that faith. There is a need that seems impossible to obtain yet I am not sure if even God will supply that need. It seems so wrong to ask Him. Maybe I should tell God just how I feel.