I do in fact complain too much. I have no spirit left in me. I am always complaining. It is as if I have barely nothing to offer myself. I have been feeling like that especially this past week. What is wrong with me? Could it be the depression? Could it be my looking back? Maybe the reason is the only thing that I have. I would like to move forward more than anything. I am just not a happy person right now. The truth is, why am I always so pessimistic? There has got to be a way.