Friday, September 25, 2015
My relationship with movies and entertainment
I love movies. I used to fall in love with movies. Now I have a hard time falling with love with most movies. I am not sure if it is because of my faith or it is because of my thoughts. Either way, there are parts of my life that I love and look forward to, and there are things that I miss. My love of movies and entertaining myself has become a struggle. I have lost a lot of joy in my life. I have at times felt pigeon-holed into this little world where movies and watching them have become something that has taken over me. I miss a lot about life as a younger person. It was as if I didn't have a care in the world. Now, I wish I didn't have any cares in the world, but the thing is, reality kicks in. I am not the young, invincible person anymore. I am now the near middle-aged woman who has a lot of energy still, but I have become wiser and more careful. My how times have changed.