Wednesday, September 23, 2015
My life now and my future
What have I done with myself? All I know is that complacency might as well be my middle name. I realize that over the years, I wish to explore. I am here to write that it is a good thing to explore. It helps us to grow as humans. I have yet to continue to explore, therefore I haven't felt so great about myself. I haven't lived up the expectations that I have set up for myself. I wanted live like everyone else and be like everyone else. I wanted that car, that purpose, and that clear plan for myself. Now I have to admit I have no plans for myself and that is ironically not the scariest place. What is scary is that I have not lived up to a standard that I should I have lived up to and it is not just my own standards, but God's standard. I always seem to complain. I live in a fantasy world. The real world is a scary place, I guess. But what do I know? When was the last time I lived it?