I realized that struggle can be a good thing...as well as anything but good. I guess suffering is truly a part of life. So is death being a part of life. We all live within the circle of life. What goes around comes around. One reaps what they sow. Karma. How similar are they? How different are they? Does it even matter? Anyways, I believe that one reaps what they sow. Suffering has revealed a strength within me that I did not know I had. I had limited myself. I have, at worst, limited God. For that, I repent.