I spent the last few days looking for opportunities to get out of the house, but to no avail. I would like to have people who I can spend time with. I have to admit something. I need to have a social life of my own. For years, it was as if I was far behind the rest of the world. Life, and other people, are so far ahead of me in terms of that. I don't think I am a lonely person. I just feel alone at times. I have no idea where to go or who I can go with to get help for this issue. I just have no way to go.