I love the 80s.

There are days when I knew what to write.  This was not one of those days.  I am very happy right now.  I have learned quite a bit about pro-wrestling and how cool it was back then.  The 80s seemed like a simple time.  I was just an inquisitive kid who loved using the computer, played outside, and watched wrestling.  I was considered a smart kid and a good student.  I just miss those days where despite the lack of modern technology, life was just great.  One doesn't have to have much technology to have a full life..lol.  When I was growing up, cable was young, people didn't know what an internet, and as it seems, tv shows seemed more watchable no matter how cheesy the shows seemed nowadays.  Sure it was a good show back then.  Now I realize that these shows weren't bad at all. I miss watching shows like "Knight Rider", "Dukes of Hazzard" and the "Fall Guy".  In the 80s, Sly Stallone was a young guy who was a boxer one minute and a former soldier the next.  Okay, okay. While I like "Rambo", I was, and always have been a "Rocky" fan.  Mr. T was the man and the "A-Team" was one of the most highly rated shows and one of the best, on tv.  I just miss those days. Michael was moonwalking, and Whitney was the young woman who could sing her heart out. Madonna was the original Britney Spears and Rihanna, but more controversial in her day.  I know, I know, she still performs, but Madonna in the 80s was awesome.  I also remember when "Fat Albert", "Looney Toons", and sometimes pro-wrestling all aired on Saturdays.  No matter what was going on that day, to me, life was good.

Fight the power

What a lovely photo of a lovely young woman.  The picture explains it all.   Let us get together since I believe that most of those who "rule" over us do not care about us.  The only ones that are benefiting are them and mostly them.  Let us all "fight the powers" that be.

 "Fight the Power" by Public Enemy

"Hit Me Baby One More Time" by Britney Spears

Oh, baby, baby
Oh, baby, baby

Oh, baby, baby, how was I supposed to know
That something wasn't right here
Oh, baby, baby, I shouldn't have let you go
And now you're out of sight, yeah

Show me how you want it to be
Tell me, baby, 'cause I need to know now what we've got

My loneliness is killin' me
(And I)
I must confess I still believe
(Still believe)
When I'm not with you I lose my mind
Give me a sign
Hit me, baby, one more time

Oh, baby, baby, the reason I breathe is you
Boy, you've got me blinded
Oh, pretty baby, there's nothin' that I wouldn't do
It's not the way I planned it

Show me how you want it to be
Tell me, baby, 'cause I need to know now what we've got

My loneliness is killing' me
(And I)
I must confess I still believe
(Still believe)
When I'm not with you I lose my mind
Give me a sign
Hit me, baby, one more time

Oh Eh
Eh Yeah

Oh, baby, baby, how was I supposed to know
Oh, pretty baby, I shouldn't have let you go

I must confess that my loneliness
Is killing me now
Don't you know I still believe
That you will be here and give me a sign
Hit me, baby, one more time

My loneliness is killin' me
(And I)
I must confess I still believe
(Still believe)
When I'm not with you I lose my mind
Give me a sign
Hit me, baby, one more time

(I must confess)
My loneliness is killin' me
(That my loneliness is killing me now)
I must confess I still believe
(Don't you know I still believe)

When I'm not with you I lose my mind
(That you will be here)
Give me a sign
Hit me, baby, one more time

"The Beautiful Ones" by Mariah Carey ft.Dru Hill

Listen, baby, baby, baby
What's it gonna be?
Oh baby, baby, baby
Is it him or is it me?
Don't make me waste my time
Don't make me lose my mind baby
Baby, baby, baby
Can't you stay with me tonight?
Oh baby, baby, baby come home
Don't my kisses please you right?
You were so hard to find
The beautiful one they hurt you every time
Ya take a perfect picture, baby
And bring to life a vision in someone's mind
(Still the beautiful one's)
(The beautiful one's)
Ya always smash the picture
Ya always, baby
Every time, check it out
[Incomprehensible]
If I told you baby
That I was in love with you
Oh baby, baby, baby
If we got married, would that be cool?
You make me so confused
The beautiful one's you always seem to lose

Time for change

I have been thinking about it a lot.  I have yet to make a lasting change.  It is time to do so.

The ups and down on the scale

I usually write about my life but not in this much detail about my weight, I think.  Anyways, there is nothing like being frustrated about one's weight going up and down.  I can go down 10 lbs. and gain most if not all of the weight back.  By the way, that has happened before.  As a matter of fact, I wonder if that is taking its toll on my physical health.  I also wonder if it is taking time on my mental and psychological help.  It has.  There are times when I am frustrated.  There are times when I feel defeated and give up.  I eat much and fail to even try to lose weight.  This should be a time when I can examine why this done happen.  I know of two reasons as I write this: poor eating habits and lack of exercise.  As a woman with polycystic ovarian syndrome, losing weight is hard.  At my age, I believe that it would be even harder, but not impossible.  I am not in my 20s and 30s anymore, so I cannot eat just about anything I want and lose weight.  A teenager to about 39 can lose weight quicker with a greater amount of ease than a young woman in her 40s.  That is just a part of aging I guess.  My mindset has changed somewhat.  I realized that it is not too late to lose weight.  In fact, no age is too late to make a change.  I do have a condition but I still make small changes in my life and that is what I will continue to do.  Like the pic above, help is a very good picture of what I have and am going through.  However, I realize that it doesn't have to be that way.

Getting all made up

Today, I am feeling pretty like these ladies below.  There is nothing like dressing up and making oneself up.  I feel more confident and like a different person with a little change.  I changed my hair and I am learning about taking care of my weight.  In fact I lost four pounds this past week. Therefore, I feel great.  I wonder if any of those ladies feel as great as I do whenever they doll themselves up.  Sure they look to be modeling photos but still..