The effects of fictional works and being holy

What happened to the Cleveland Cavaliers last night?  Anyways, I am beginning to dislike most television shows nowadays.  This is most definitely true for most fiction.  I hope to try to keep my television watching to a minimum.  While I don't feel that television and watching it, are the root of all evil, I do spend as much time watching television as I do the internet.  I spend way too much time on the web than I do exercise.  That in itself is rather sad.

I would like to spend more time reading and less on the latest news.  I get nervous writing this, but I plan to live as holy as God calls me to live holy.  Jesus will return one day and I believe that I don't spend enough time with Him.  I don't take enough time to read the Bible, nor do I take the time to pray.  If I am supposed to be a believer, I am to put the Lord first and not the internet and not the television.  I don't think that tv is the devil, but I do think that it is too much of a distraction especially with the violence and sexual content and the cursing that has gotten out of hand.  I just need to lay off of it a little bit just like I lay off of the pro-wrestling and the movies.

I get out of hand with fictional works as I  sometimes believe that they have just gotten too real for me.  I realize that it is only entertainment but sometimes in order for me to serve God and put Him first, I have to spend more time with Him and put Him first in my life.  My hope and prayer is that we all make the Lord my first Priority.

Sports reflection

Wow.  Muguruza beats Serena Williams.  I have no clue what happened to Serena, but she was just outplayed.  Anyways, the NBA Playoffs will be tonight.  I would like to see a best of seven be 4-3 in favor of whoever.  Okay, I have been in denial.  I like the Warriors, but it would be sweet if the Cavaliers were to win.  I have no clue what Lebron James is like, but as a person he seems okay, if not a bit cocky.  I guess he has a reason to be cocky.  The guy is talented.  Well, so is Stephen Curry. Wow.  They are good and Stephen is like a streak shooter, so to me, I initially thought he was overrated.  Yep, I am wrong.  It is good to write about sports or anything else.  I am not an expert on sports since I have lost interest in quite a few sports such as gymnastics.  I would like to renew my interest in sports.  Well, there is always the WNBA.

Reminders to think about

As I am watching the Williams v Muguruza tennis match, I am also reminded by the fact that I have not written an entry post in over a month.  I have also been reminded about the things that I think and write about.  I would like to say is that I could come across as obsessive, maybe even a bit racist.  We live in a PC world and one who expresses their politically incorrect opinions are often labeled negatively.  Sometimes, they are labeled incorrectly.  I have been reminded of that yesterday about some of my facebook posts and my musings.  I can be and have been obsessed about certain issues to the point of being annoying at times.  I feel like sometimes, I annoy myself.  I don't feel bad for I don't take any of those reminders personally.  I have to just be careful what I put out online for the world to see.  That is all for the day.

Girl Grapplers 2

I realize that  love wrestling, especially when the women wrestle.  It took a while for the video above to show.  I realize that sometimes I have grown out of wrestling.  I also realize that wrestling provides me an escape from the real world, so is going online.  I hope that those who have read this video.

17 Things That Happen When You Have An Anxious Mind But A Laid Back Personality

17 Things That Happen When You Have An Anxious Mind But A Laid Back Personality
By Brianna Wiest
8/11/15

There’s really no such thing as having an “anxious mind.” There is only having your anxiety fueled by your thoughts (which is something that everyone experiences now and again). But the people who tend to feel it most intensely are those whose rapid thinking is in constant contrast to their super chill, laid back personalities. They never know when to fight or flight, everything seems like an over-reaction, and their self-angst is maxed out, because their hearts are calm and their heads are crazed, more often than they will ever admit. Here, all the things that happen when you have an anxious mind and a laid back personality.

1. You epitomize leading a life of “quiet desperation.” Half of the reason you’re anxious all the time is because you don’t naturally act or, therefore, process your emotions, and while that’s positive in some ways, it’s debilitating in others.

2. You’re naturally zen in that you observe your emotions objectively. Which is fantastic in that you’re not controlled by them, but harmful because you then start to believe that you only have to process or truly feel the ones you want.

3. You’re highly indecisive; your head and heart are a paradox all within themselves. You feel as though you’re always going back and forth between preparing for the worst and hoping for the best, and rarely in-between.

4. You’re laid back because you know how to quiet your mind. Most of your #chill lifestyle was developed out of necessity. Your brain starts to short circuit when you overload it with any more drama or worry, so you actively go out of your way to create a life where the only problems you have are the ones you make up in your mind.

5. You’re intelligent enough to know what could possibly happen, but grounded enough to know that worrying about it won’t prevent it. You’re aware that ultimately, an infinity of unfortunate fates are to fall on us all. You often think that the whole problem with humans is that we’re animals that don’t want to be animals… beings who do everything in their power to make their collective eventuality (death) more palatable in any way.

Thought Catalog

A tired mind.

I took a break last night because, well, I was just too tired.  I have been having a tired mind.  I am not sure if it was a burnout, but I was mentally tired.  It is not easy to have. I realize that that is a common thing to many, but that doesn't mean that I have no reason to take better care of myself.  I get overwhelmed easily, so I start to eat and eat a lot.  I realize that life can get that way to a person. Sometimes, wellness can be scary.  That what was partially causing my mental tiredness.  I was even tired and weak enough to think, rather overthink.  But I am glad that all is so much better now.

"Hella Good" by No Doubt

The waves keep on crashing on me for some reason

But your love keeps on coming like a thunderbolt

Come here a little closer

'Cause I wanna see you, baby, real close up

(Get over here) 

You've got me feeling hella good 

So let's just keep on dancing

You hold me like you should 

So I'm gonna keep on dancing

A performance deserving of standing ovations

And who would have thought it'd be the two of us

So don't wake me if I'm dreaming

'Cause I'm in the mood come on and give it up

You've got me feeling hella good 

So let's just keep on dancing

You hold me like you should 

So I'm gonna keep on dancing

You've got me feeling hella good 

So let's just keep on dancing

You hold me like you should 

So I'm gonna keep on dancing

Ooh yeah yeah

Ooh yeah yeah

You've got me feeling hella good 

So let's just keep on dancing

You hold me like you should 

So I'm gonna keep on dancing

You've got me feeling hella good 

So let's just keep on dancing

You hold me like you should 

So I'm gonna keep on dancing

Keep on dancing

Keep on dancing