I have prayed about my life. The truth is, I have no idea what I want to be when I grow up. I wish to plan out my life. The sad part is that I have no clue where to begin. I realize that life seemed to be past over. I am woman in her 40s who still doesn't know what she wants when she grows up. I am concerned about this. This has been an issue with me for a while. I realize that maybe I should have done this years ago. Well, now is as good a time as any.