It is time for me to grow up. I need to take charge of my life. I am only at the beginning with this weight loss thing. I have come to realize that the only reason why things are easier said than done is because I am not trying. I haven't tried. I haven't taken even the smallest baby step.
I need to do that. I need to change my mindset if I want to grow up. I need to change, period. Change is good for a person who hates change. I am a big stick-in-the-mud, but even a stick in the mud can be taken out I'm sure. It may not be easy, but it can be done.
Losing 34 lbs was not easy, but I have 70 lbs more pounds to go. I need to do that in order to lose the 70 more pounds. I feel that growing up is about not just taking action and acting my age, but also keep oneself from being stuck in the same routine. That has been my problem. I need discipline. I have been stuck in the same routine for a long time and it is getting boring. It is no longer "doing it" for me.
Now how to begin to change? How do I begin to take charge? Inventory is what I need to take of myself. I have to take a deep, long, hard look at myself and make a self discovery. I guess that is what this is about, making a self discovery. Everytime I write something down, I finally discover what I need to do. Maybe I should start right now.
No comments:
Post a Comment