Challenging myself

I didn't realize how much how much I need to challenge myself.  I was completely overwhelmed and fearful last night.  It had me so overwhelmed that I needed divine intervention.  I am so grateful for the define intervention.  Challenging myself involves that deep down inside I can do it and I can continue to do it. Learning and challenging myself can be quite scary for it is a reminder that everyday, working hard and continue to work hard is the key.  To be honest, I never had to work hard a day in my life, at least when it comes to losing weight.  One day, I would like to be able to say that exercise is a wonderful thing for me because I did it.  I pushed myself to exercise and I did it.  That would be a great thing.