A small glimpse of what my life is like

I hope to never feel out of control again.  I feel in control now, yet my eating habits don't always match how I am feeling.  I guess that is what it is like having psychological issues.  It isn't easy and can be quite hard.  The worst feeling in the world to me is feeling depressed, numb, and/or out of control.  Being bipolar and having obsessive thoughts are quite rough at times.  I wish that I have the cure for these issues.  I really do.