Woke me up this morning

I am just here to muse even more about my weight.  I have put so much pressure on myself that I woke up and prayed about my frustrations.  I feel so much better.  I feel like I needed to start over.  It was just too much.  I lost weight, sure, but I felt like I had a lot more to go.  I do, but I have a long way to go.  I needed peace of mind and I feel that is what I have now.  I had no idea what I was doing.  Calorie count after calorie count and it is just too much to bear.  Weight loss is most certainly a life journey.  If I am overwhelmed by my weight, I wonder what else I am overwhelmed by.