Thoughts

I have learned to not sweat the small stuff.  I wonder though if the obsessive thoughts count as small stuff.  I have learned that if something is in the back of my mind, then I am not clearly over it.  I guess the small stuff are what was on the back of my mind.  The obsessive thoughts are hard to ignore and even harder to not react to.  They are there and they are annoying but sometimes it is difficult to manage them.  I guess I have to realize that the fear associated with them is what I was sweating about.  Who or what am I afraid of?  Why do I have these thoughts?  I guess I will never know.