Having OCD sucks. It seems that at times I take pleasure in those thoughts because it calms my mind down and it answers those questions that I ask. Maybe it is about asking for reassurance which is what I have done often. I have been diagnosed as having OCD as late as 2010. I felt relieved but it was one in a set of problems that I have. My problems are about moral and religious issues. I sometimes wonder if God really saved me or if I am lost. Moral issues include infidelity and just doing the right thing. I always have these questions in my head that in my mind require an answer. I hate uncertainty and I just can't take it. I wish I never had it and I felt very lonely because I don't have all of the answers and I don't know anyone personally who has the same problem.
Serenity Prayer
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I
can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to
peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have
it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His
Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy
with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.
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