The thoughts tell me that I have not gotten over it. It feeds on the thought or
rather, it has created the thoughts that because I haven't stood up for myself,
I should feel guilty. If I had changed this, changed that, lost more weight,
done a better job, then I wouldn't have these thoughts. I have had these
thoughts for years and they have gone away...temporarily, but they aren't just
annoying. They are difficult to manage. Even if I manage to let the thoughts
pass, they are still there. It makes me wonder if it is the Devil, the flesh, or
the OCD?
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