"Bang Bang" by Jessie J, Ariana Grande, and Nicki MInaj

She got a body like an hourglass
But I can give it to you all the time
She got a booty like a Cadillac
But I can send you into overdrive oh
You've been waiting for that
Stop, hold up, swing your bat
See anybody could be bad to you,
You need a good girl to blow your mind, yeah

Bang bang into the room (I know you want it)
Bang bang all over you (I'll let you have it)
Wait a minute let me take you there (ah)
Wait a minute 'til ya (ah)
Bang bang there goes your heart (I know you want it)
Back, back seat of my car (I'll let you have it)
Wait a minute let me take you there (ah)
Wait a minute 'til ya (ah)

She might have let you hold her hand in school
But I'mma show you how to graduate
No, I don't need to hear you talk the talk
Just come and show me what your Momma gave (Oh yeah)
You've got a very big shh
Mouth but don't say a thing
See anybody could be good to you,
You need a bad girl to blow your mind

Bang bang into the room (I know you want it)
Bang bang all over you (I'll let you have it)
Wait a minute let me take you there (ah)
Wait a minute 'til ya (ah)
Bang bang there goes your heart (I know you want it)
Back, back seat of my car (I'll let you have it)
Wait a minute let me take you there (ah)
Wait a minute 'til ya (ah) (you know what girls? Let me show you how to do)

It's Myx Moscato, it's frizz in a bottle
It's Nicki full throttle, it's oh, oh
Swimming in the grotto, we winning in the lotto
We dipping in the pot of blue foam, so
Kitten so good, it's dripping on wood
Get a ride in the engine that could, go
Batman robbin' it, bang, bang, cockin' it
Queen Nicki dominant, prominent
It's me, Jessie, and Ari
If they test me they sorry
Ride us up like a Harley, then pull off in this Ferrari
If he hanging we banging
Phone ranging, he slanging
It ain't karaoke night but get the mic 'cause I'm singing

B to the A to the N to the G to the uh
B to the A to the N to the G to the hey

See anybody could be good to you,
You need a bad girl to blow your mind, your mind (okay)

Bang bang into the room (I know you want it)
Bang bang all over you (I'll let you have it)
Wait a minute let me take you there (ah)
Wait a minute 'til ya (ah)
Bang bang there goes your heart (I know you want it)
Back, back seat of my car (I'll let you have it)
Wait a minute let me take you there (ah)
Wait a minute 'til ya (ah)

Bang bang into the room (I know you want it)
Bang bang all over you (I'll let you have it)

Yo, I said
Bang, bang
Bang, bang, bang, bang
Bang, bang, bang
Bang, bang, bang, bang

Bang bang there goes your heart (I know you want it)
Back, back seat of my car (I'll let you have it)
Wait a minute let me take you there (ah)
Wait a minute 'till ya (ah)

"My Redeemer" by Nicole Mullen

Who taught the sun
Where to stand in the morning
And who taught the ocean
You can only come this far
And who showed the moon
Where to hide till evening
Whose words alone can
Catch a falling star

Well I know my Redeemer lives
I know my Redeemer lives
All of creation testifies
This life within me cries
I know my Redeemer lives
Yeah

The very same God
That spins things in orbit
Runs to the weary
The worn and the weak
And the same gentle hands
That hold me when I'm broken
They conquer death to bring me victory

Now I know my Redeemer lives
I know my Redeemer lives
Let all creation testify
Let this life within me cry
I know my Redeemer

He lives to take away my shame
And He lives forever I'll proclaim
That the payment for my sin
Was the precious life He gave
But now He's alive and there's an empty grave

And I know my Redeemer, He lives
I know my Redeemer lives
Let all creation testify
Let this life within me cry

I know my Redeemer
I know my Redeemer lives
I know my Redeemer lives
I know that, I know that, I know that, I know that, I know
I know my Redeemer lives
(Because He lives I can face tomorrow)
He lives, I know, I know, I know.
He lives
(I spoke with Him this morning.)

He lives.
(The tomb is empty)
He lives.
(I'm gotta tell everybody)

Yes, God is real.

Yes, there is a God and He is real.  I wrote a prayer about one of my major thoughts and that is lying. I have told lies and all colors of lies is wrong.  I am hypocritical and self righteous, but I believe that God forgives all sin, including those who don't believe or doubt.  Having doubt is something that keeps one from having answered prayer for those who have doubts are "unstable in all of their ways". I am one who did not expect for their prayers to be answered.  I have created this video thinking that I could reach those who are atheists or agnostics, but if one is called, that very one is to live holy.  I admit that I have not always acted holy.  I have been hypocritical and I am sorry.  Like those who don't believe, I will be judged for how I have lived and who I am in terms of being a believer or an unbeliever who has not repented.  I believe that the Great Commission is about people who are to test themselves to see if we are truly of the faith telling others and preaching the gospel to all of the world.  I have failed.  I have struggled with sins for most of my life, even in my walk with God.  I am sorry for my hypocrisy and my self-righteousness. How can I create videos when I have my own issues?  I have not always been repentant.  I cannot claim to be a true Christian and reach out to those who don't believe or have doubts.  I cannot pass out tracts or proclaim the gospel if I have issues or if I have not truly repented of my sins. Also I cannot claim to be a true Christian if I don't bear the fruits that Christians are supposed to possess.  I now wish I had written this earlier.  I have no excuse.  None of us will have an excuse come Judgment Day whether or not it is the Judgment Seat or the Great White Throne.  All who are unrepentant will enter the Great White Throne of Judgment, and that will include those in the church who have not been holy, obedient, or repented or who are truly saved, or atheists or thieves or rapists or murderers.  Yes, God is real.  

Today was a good day.

I wrote this very blog entry about the perfect day.  The truth is, my day has been good, but not perfect.  It has been a good day, the best I have had in a long time.  I am moving a muscle and that is all that matters.  I am productive and I feel useful.  Today was a good day.

Perfect day

What would be the perfect day?  To me a perfect day is a day where all of my goals were met.  My goals are to lose 5-10 pounds a month through actually following a healthy meal plan where I am actually eating the healthy food that I have actually purchased and to exercise daily, even if I were to exercise for at least 5 minutes.  Another perfect day would be a prayerful day.  God is my Father and my Judge.  He is not my co-pilot.  He is my pilot.  I am to obey, serve, fear, and revere Him.  Reading the Bible should not be a chore. I am to read His word so that I can follow and obey His Word daily. I would be a person whose goal of not being so neglectful of the needs of others and of where I am would be met.  In other words, a perfect day is a day where I would learn to be more appreciative, more grateful, and more loving.  I would be more honest and I wouldn't complain as much.  I could also take better care of myself and my house.  I could also take pride in myself and all that is about me.  I would actually take some action over time and not quit when I get bored or when things get bad.  I would be patient and more loyal. When someone else, human, dog, or cat is in need, I would not hesitate to help them.  I would do more than just follow Jesus as an example, which is true, I would live the way Jesus says I should live.  No matter what comes my way, I won't stop fighting but to assert myself because this is a winnable fight.  That would be my definition of a perfect day.

At 40

To be honest, I am full of hate.  I hate my life.  Life sucks.  I thought that life begins at 40.  What happened?

"Ain't Nobody" by Debra Killings

Somebody told me all of your goodness

It sure sounded good to me

Now I was thinking if I could try it

Just a little bit to see

Now through every temptation

You were on my side ya help me

See the way, didn't try to confuse me

Only to use me 'cause you had

Something to say now

Ain't nobody gonna stop me now

I'm gonna keep hope and let the light shine

'Cause everyday you keep telling me

I'm your child

Now through all of the crying

And all of the sighing

Ya never let me down

Or if I would stumble I'll make a crumble

Ya kept me safe and sound

Now I'm so grateful you stepped right on in

Said child I'll lead the way

Only sent to spread love maybe

To get some love each and everyday, oh but now

Ain't nobody gonna stop me now

I'm gonna keep hope and let the light shine

'Cause everyday you keep telling me

I'm your child

Ain't nobody gonna stop me now

I'm gonna keep hope and let the light shine

'Cause everyday you keep telling me

I'm your child

Yeah, hey, hey, hey, yeah

Hey, ah, ah, ah, ooh

Ain't nobody, yeah

Ain't nobody gonna stop me now

I'm gonna keep hope and let the light shine

'Cause everyday you keep telling me

I'm your child

Ain't nobody gonna stop me now

I'm gonna keep hope and let the light shine

'Cause everyday you keep telling me

I'm your child

Ain't nobody gonna stop me now

I'm gonna keep hope and let the light shine

'Cause everyday you keep telling me

I'm your child