Musings about my weight issues

I need to lose weight, this I know.  I have the guidance, desire, and motivation to lose the weight and keep it off.  I wonder how much money it will cost to start up a program.  You see, I need to learn how to eat and eat properly.  I want to be healthy and stay healthy.  I would like to be able to do the things that my family and others can do.  I can say that life is too short to be so indecisive, but it is the truth.  I feel great about today.  I cannot think of anything else today.  Weight is an issue of health, fitness, and overall well-being.  That is what overcoming obesity should be about.  Some of us need to eat healthier and exercise while others have hormonal issues.  There are many reasons why some people are fat.  I shall remember that one size does not fit all.  That is not how reality is sometimes.

Jesus is my N***a

The video was called "Rapping for Jesus".  While I feel that it is not nice to laugh at anything religious, I have to question the seriousness of the video itself.  N***a is a word that I would just not use.  It is a sincere effort to leading young people in urban areas to Christ.  However, it makes me wonder if there are people who have been given ammunition to mock Christianity and Christians.  I am also sure that the people are nice people and it is okay to have unorthodox ways to reach to the lost and backslidden, but I wonder if calling Jesus a N***a the best way of going about it.

Being thankful

I thank God for giving me the desire to lose weight.  I know that with God, all things are possible.

The issue

God,

Give me the desire and motivation to lose weight.

This has been my desire as I continue to binge.  I have been eating mindlessly for the past few weeks and I am trying to get myself motivated, but I have all but given up.

Hopefully, I will be okay

I have an issue with my weight.  I gained most of my weight back.  I feel really sad about it.  I want to lose weight and I know I need to lose weight.  My motivation is not as great as it once was.  I need some help to gain my momentum.  I have a binging issue. I really need help.

Regenerate and take responsibility

I need to regenerate myself.  I am under some stress.  After the end of the holiday, I need to lose the holiday pounds.  I gained most of my weight back. I could say that I am worried, but what good has worrying done? None.  I would like to say that I am over concerned and that I should be worried about my weight.  My weight has got to come down.  I am concerned but as silly as it may sounds, I need to relax and take inventory about my weight.  I don't  have the desire as I once have.  I want to lose weight but I am not in a hurry though I know I should be.

Happy New Year 2014

Today is the New Day of the New Year 2014.  So far, it has been a very sleepy day.  I have had good food and I am watching some good tv.  I'm not complaining.  I am also listening to good music.  Right now I am thinking that I will be 40 later this year, but I am complaining that I will be okay though.  What is being 40 anyways?  Maybe it will be just another year?  I am young and happier than ever.  There is just nothing with that.  I realize that I will have a bright future if I live the way I have been living this past year.  I feel great about this year.  I will have my ups and downs like I did last year but I do wonder if happiness is what one makes of it.